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Freaky days!

2006-04-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

Oh God!

I'm so sick of all! Going to be insane!
Gimana nggak, setiap hari aku harus menghadapi berbagai try out, les yang bejibun, tugas-tugas yang menggila dari guru-guru di sekolah. But nothing I could do, aku cuma berusaha yang terbaik yang bisa kukerjakan.

Targetku sekarang cuma 1 : Masuk SMAN 1 Sda. Urusan masuk kelas akselerasi atau international atau nggak itu belakangan, yang jelas sudah bisa masuk ke sana merupakan sesuatu yang berharga sekali buatku. Bukan hanya buat aku aja, tapi juga orang tuaku, yang berusaha banting tulang menyumbangkan peran yang besar untuk kehidupanku sekarang ini.

Masalah yang aku hadapi sekarang hanya kemalasan. Sering kali aku malas melakukan apa aja, cuma tidur di rumah. Ortu sering menegurku bahkan menceramahiku atau menanyaiku mengenai persiapanku menjelang UNAS nanti. Kontan aja aku merasa nggak enak. Tapi, kadang dongkol juga giliran aku sudah berusaha keras tapi tidak ditanggapi ortu.

Semua berusaha keras meraih tujuan yang dihadapi, begitu pula aku (seharusnya).

Ayah kerja dan sepulangnya mengajari De' Farchan (si bungsu) hingga malam hari. Sedangkan ibuku juga mengajari De' Dilla (si tengah) hingga malam. Padahal, di sisi lain ibu harus menyelesaikan tugas-tugas makalah untuk kuliahnya yang semuanya berbahasa Inggris. Ibu bahkan sering kerepotan dan putus asa ketika mengerjakannya, bukannya bagaimana, tapi wawasan ibu mengenai komputer agak kurang jadi sering butuh petunjuk dari aku atau ayah.

Lihat kan? Semua berusaha fokus pada kegiatan masing-masing.

Lalu untuk apa aku malah sibuk sendiri mengetik di sini yang belum jelas manfaatnya?

I just wanna share to you.

Bukankah dengan sharing apa yang kita alami atau permasalahkan membuat kita merasa "sedikit" tenang dan relax? That's wut I feel.

Anyway, I gotta study more harder to reach my dreams and zero on my targets.

Do ur best today, neva wait till tomorrow.

Rin

An InTelliGeNt LoVer! A wOrTH reading 4 LoVers!

2005-08-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

An Intelligent Lover's Love Letter

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....
However, the girl's
father does not like him and want them to stop their
relationship...... and so.. The boy wrote this letter
to the girl..
he knows that the girl's father will definitely read
this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to
the girl, the boy told
the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to
read
1.3.5.7.9.11.13 (Odd No.'s) go read it once again but
the Odd Number
lines..

WelCome to Ma Space!! EnJoy n share common interest, being friendly n make a health relationship!

2005-08-20T09:43:00.000-07:00

This's da 2nd time I've made a blog again.
Long time ago, I didn't now wut is internet, e-mail, chatting, making new blogs, etc. Since...I've met a girl in my school (now, she's my Best fren!), I thought she's quite so, n looks un-opinionated girl.

While we were close enough, owww.... I got surprised! (*o*) She's NOT like wut I thinking of. New-fashioned, gadget freak, n has a quite knowledge of computer! She taught n shared all about it to me, even though I coldn't understand wut she meant. N now, I can get adapt with the developing of world n ma knowledge of all keep increasing more! ^_^ I appreciate her! Wow.....You such as a the Best Fren ever, Rusty!*hugs*

Datz only ma reqognition. Would u know bout me more?

Lovely Gurl,
~RinK~